Friday, June 27, 2003

You are DORY!
What Finding Nemo Character are You?

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wheee... i haven't blogged in almost a week!! feel like slapping myself for neglecting my blog, but can i help it if i have a dull and drony life???? (i mean after sentosa..haha) the only thing i'm looking fwd to is sentosa again!! i don't care i'm going to stay on after our overnight chalet..

btw, this blog layout is sooo starting to get on my nerves.. i swear to change it after BT2.. haii.. the wonders of BT2 and amazing things it does to suck away our lives..

oh yeaa.. one consolation is dat i've finally got my hp.. yea u guessed it.. samsung S300.. well, the dictionary sux.. (anything after nokia sux cos nokia's no. 1 for user-friendliness) i had major problems typing my sms-es.. darn it. i still am, in fact. takes a looooong while to get use to this phone.. BUT then!! it's COLOURED! (great colour quality too) what else do i want?! i'm easily contented.. i dont need hp with mms and camera.. not like i like to take photos all the time ya.. anw, this hp is quite good at keeping me occupied with lame games.. really, and it has bowling!! that one's cool cos it's cool! haha.. i cant wait to d/l games after BT2.. can play my hp lik mad... >_< btw, i'll have to change my no. soon.. which i really regret.. i luv my current no!! sob..

ok, since i haven been updating, i shall talk abt old stuff now.. like... the choir picnic! --> quite fun, but the afternoon sun was scorching and considering i just got sunburnt, my skin wasn't exactly feeling fantastic.. haha. oh yeaaa.. and the bbq after that at sam's place.. the food there was gooooooood... and there was alot.. but it DRIZZLED.. oh well, couldn't see any stars cos the sky was all cloudy.. (fyi i'm mesmerised by starry skies)

argh.. i'm a big fat liar.. i told my mom i was going to study at friend's place.. but actually i went to ecp to study.. sheesh.. and i had to run like 1000miles away from the chalet so my mom wouldn't find out i was somewhere else.. i couldnt possibly tell her the truth cos if i did she'd never believe i'd be able to study there.. quite true.. BUT i DID do work!! jus that it's not a lot.. lol. argh. ok i feel so bad. then again, instinctively she thought i went out to play.. as usual she never trusts me.. even when i tell her the truth... ok, that is another story, details of which i dont want to go into.. argh.

seriously, i should be falling on my bed right now and wailing and kicking and sobbing like crazy cos i'm so totally not ready for BT2. but i dunno why i havent done it. i certainly dont feel accomplished, or knowledgeable, or geog-fied.. damn, Boxer's lines dont work on me.. "i will work harder, i will work harder..." see? doesnt work. maybe i will start to see the light when prelims hit me.. like some gigantic destructive tsunami.. then perhaps i'll truly start working hard on trying to ace my exams.. as the chinese saying goes: hugging Buddha's leg at the last min.. sooo... can i hug God's leg?? *slap myself*

ANNE!!!!!!! WAKE UP!!!!!!!!

Saturday, June 21, 2003

I'M PEELING!!!
yea man, sentosa was great fun! (resulting in me slabbing on moisture cream like mad!!!) island life, love it! sentosa days are wild, and the nights are magic! island life, love it! haha. the sun, sand and sea... absolutely wonderful... except i got my hp soaked in seawater. ya, i'm an idiot, blahblahblah... and it couldnt operate till this morn..but NOW, it's OFF AGAIN. freak. i'm so worried i'll have to pay full price for my new hp... arghhhhhh!!! i need a hp repairman/woman quick!!!

this week's Corpus Christi.. celebrating the Body and Blood of Christ. i think today was one of the few times i really really participated in the mass and listening to what Fr Lee had to say, while wearing the hot green robes... great achievement! cos usually up in the choir loft the front rows dont get any aircon, and the fans arent exactly blowing in our direction.. so it's kinda difficult to concentrate.. well one thing i observe about my parish is that we have many Sunday Catholics.. and some of them particularly have this bad habit of leaving before the final hymn is over. sickening people. didnt u bunch of @!$#@$$#^#@!# just hear Fr Lee talk about completing the celebration of the Eucharist?!?! #@$#@%*#@...

well anyway, tonight's a rare occasion i have dinner out wif my parents and bro! went to sakae sushi.. i was like staring at the newly opened Swenson's restaurant but my oblivious dad... no la, he said it was too ex.. BAHHHHHH... spoiler. but sushi wasnt too bad. ate quite alot..conveyor belt mah..what would you do if you had tons of dishes "driving" past? the natural reaction would be the take it and eat it. haha. and they had mocha almond fudge ice-cream! whoohoo! well now i know why i like ice-cream so much.. my mom said she loved it when she was younger.. gee~ i wonder if tastes were really hereditary???

hmm.. my bro and i suggested watching Ju-on after dinner, but my parents refused... too scared?? haha.. prob too stingy to spend $8.50x4... or maybe they didnt wanna puke out the sushi.. O_o? i would prob have screamed out the sushi if i did.. haha~

well.. i think i'm gonna die. i wont be able to revise anything tomorrow cos i've got my whole day occupied: choir picnic from 9-2pm to welcome the newcomers and BBQ dinner at Sam Koh's place... (yay i'll be able to admire the stars again!!!) btw she's from CYF so it's like church thingy after church thingy.. sheesh.. i gotta find some way or another to replace the time i've lost to mugging..

time's passing really fast. this coming week will be the last of our hols.. damn. i better shut myself in my room the entire day and not go out man. and everyday i'll count down to the day 02A51's going to sentosa! again! phew-weet~

shit. gotta sleep now! tomorrow gotta like be in church by 8.45!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! i miss homeworkland!!!

Wednesday, June 18, 2003

i still cant believe i made that decision.

sounds serious eh? yea of cos it is! i actually stayed home tonite! THE NIGHT OF PARTYING AND ENJOYMENT!! T_T it's nearing 11pm.. sobsob.. and i can imagine all the dudes and the babes on the dance floor mannnn.. sheeeeesh~ what can i say? i'm a good girl. yeaaaaa. LOL... :P

yesterday was the best night i ever had.

ermmm.. sounds a lil sick.. but ya! what were YOU thinking?! i spent the entire night from 7plus to 1am watching and watching and watching AND watching TV shows!!!! WOW!!! that's an achievement! i could get Couch Potato Of The Year Award at this rate! now i feel soooo guilty...

OH. OK i jus thought of a L-joke!!
Q: What's the world's first creature to feel guilty?
A: The fish. Why??? cos it sings i feel gill-ty... sooo GILL-ty...
haha.. you'd never have guessed that one ya? :P

well, btw. i've decided to keep my complaints to myself.. bottle it up until one day i pop. nice scene eh? *feeling lotsa gas, oops i mean the sadness and anger etc, then finally, in one moment, my head explodes, with all the blood and whatever that's left of my head* gross-ness?

wheeeeeeeee... i'm looking forward to tomorrow!! not because it's G's lecture.. (i ALMOST wanted to pon man) ok, well at least agriculture aint all that bad.. but ya, the point is.. i'm going sentosa!! whoohoo! another day of non-homework... makes me feel guilty again... this time it's with CYF.. but i wonder if i'll end up thinking about the undone revision during all the fun.. i shall be such a spoiler. argh. i dun care la. shall try to forget whatever unhappiness and anger and disappointment and all those pieces of shit whom i'm actually related to.. haha.

oh yea. someone(s) has been added to my Top 10 People Who Piss Me Off list.. and that's the Samsung hp guy. he pisses me off to the core. i've waited for THREE freaking days and he still hasnt sent my hp to me! HE SUX!!! i'm going so mad.. if he doesnt send it SOON, i'm so gonna find the company's no. and complain!! arghhhhhhhh. that sucker... if i dont get it before this week í'm going to singtel shop and get it myself.. so if he calls i'll just tell him: Ohhh (nonchalantly), i thought you lost my order.. so i assumed the deal was off and i've gotten another hp. grrrrrrr... that loser. ok, so much for just a hp... LOL~

Monday, June 16, 2003

oh ya.. i almost forgot.. altho it's over 12mn... i jus wanna wish all daaaddies in de world....
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!

yea.. even tho my dad's pissed at me and prob doesnt love me anymore since i'm de bitch of de family, spending all his $$$...
and yea.. he didnt even respond to de self-created Happy Father's Day msg i sent him. did u jus hear smthg lik a heart breaking? it's mine.
i love my dad, but tell me, does he hate me?


ON A SCALE OF 1 TO 10, RATE HOW WELL UR FAMILY LIFE IS NOW, WITH 1 AS THE WORST. MINE IS 1/10.
everyone spends $! spending on ur own children is (in chi) "tian jing di yi" wad? it's not lik i'm unreasonable. but dey keep emphasizing my wrongs and TOTALLY ignore de times i was a gd daughter. everything say "not guai". spend $ go cut hair also say not guai (excuse me, YOU were de one who asked ME to go, i didnt want to, even so it's not lik i spend $100 on my hair, it's only a freaking $10), then start complaining abt how LAST TIME when i was young i'd let u cut my hair and save alot of $. so dat's ur version of "guai"? being stingy wif $? F. u tink i'll dare to step outta de house if u cut my hair now?! dun be riduculous, de mushroom head is not in fashion now. unless u're a hairdresser. then u cont abt how my younger bro saves $ for transport since pri 4 cos he started taking de public bus when in my time i cud ride de sch bus.. F. i took public bus too in my final yr AND i walked to and fro sch for 4yrs in IJ. go slap urself.
everything's u did wrong here, u didnt help there. k, jus dig out all my faults and treat me lik shit. and no, u dun even feel sorry for hurting me. i alredi compromised to hav my allowances cut to PAY U BACK FOR DE DAMN HP. i can even starve to death if u want. i can also die if u say so, yea, right in front of u. jus bcuz i'm not 21 and not considered an adult in UR eyes doesnt mean i get abused by all ur insults. i'm a human being for G-d's sake. and jus bcuz u're pmsing/going thru menopause gives u de right to scream in my ear 1 sec and love me de other. i cant adapt to this kind of on-off so-called-affection u give ur daughter.

and dun ever, EVER, start treating me lik any of those F-ing shitty relatives. i will leave for gd, i SWEAR.

Sunday, June 15, 2003

1. i must work harder.

2. studying doesnt suck. my life does.

3. i tink my stomach hasn't totally recovered yet.

4. i'm craving for exercise.

5. why must my mom vent her anger on me instead of anyone else?!

6. i really feel like moving out... i really cant take it anymore. (anyone renting out a room???)

7. i'm getting SGH-S300 instead of de to-die-for SGH-V200... but better than nothing... and pls dun, for a sec, tink i'm rich. i'm paying back my parents de $ by instalments.

Saturday, June 14, 2003

phew-wheet!!! i finally got de time to go down for CYF! and i'm glad i did. ^_^
been thinking abt cyf quite alot.. miss de days we did charity and fund-raising work.. those were fun. and meaningful.
smthg my mom told me really set me thinking.. she told me she was happy dat i joined CYF cos she nvr got de time to get involved in church activities, so she really encourages me to be actively involved, cos in a way i'm fulfilling her wish. i was really touched. i'm not dat useless after all. :)
anw, i was actually quite nervous abt going down.. cos it's really been some time i haven been down.. afraid i wun blend in and stuff..
but well! i was tinking too much :) must make sure i turn up for sessions whenever i can make it..
one of de qns during de game was lik "how many mutts does it take to change a lightblub?"
i was lik "HUH?!" but well, de ans is lik "5. 1 to stand on de table, de other 4 to turn it (de table)." GEDDIT?! lame....
den de rest of de qns go lik "which company was de first to build a plane dat broke de sound barrier?"... and "de company HP, is set up by Hewlett and Packard. how did dey decide whose name wud go first (for de company name, duh)?" MCQ for dis one.. (a) thru a game of poker, (b) by seniority/age, (c) by de flip of a coin, (d) by alphabetical order.. de ans is (c).

one thing made me really wanna slap myself. i totally maluated myself at MOS.. ok.. i soooo totally din noe claire (my confirmation camp leader) was at de table nxt to mine.. and i was interestingly looking at de photos she brought back from England and commenting dat she looks gd and where is she NOW.. and ZAP. i am told she's jus diagonally beside me. someone pls slap me? and then i was so embarrassed i didnt say hi.. i am such a toot. someone pls bash me?!?!?!
DARN DARN DARN. i wish i cud turn back time and stop being a moron.

ok. embarrassment aside, i'm trying very very very hard not to tink abt internal conflicts and politics within my bigger family.. (dang i cant remb de term for it) and it doesnt help now dat problms are cropping up within my immediate family.. argh. ok. call me selfish, but i dun really wanna help deal wif dis emotional crisis right now?! i jus wanna concentrate on getting gd grades and not disappointing u folks. shut me out from de family i dun care. dun treat me humanely, i dun care. i have my own life damn it.a life of only knowing dat i have to achieve gd A's results, more of de guai-daughter shit, and WHATEVER else.

BAHHHH. dis sounds sooo demoralising. if bt2 gp essay gave me a topic on THINGS I COMPLAIN ABT, i'd score i tell u.

hmm.. let's look on de bright side yeaaaa.. der's potluck nxt wk for CYF! yummy.. wonder how many types of non-meat or fish-related food ppl'd bring? lol.. fishballs, fishcakes, fish-fillet, tuna, sardine... haha. and der's sentosa outing on thurs! lik.. i can go meh?! mayb can rush down aft G's lect.. >_< and.. fri.. meet up wif chuz!!! for de first time in.. 2yrs? wheee!!! cant wait.. watching Finding Nemo wif her!!! oops.. isnt dat de same day as potluck?! oh no.. better tink of smthg.. mayb i'll bake my cheesecake.. hm. more guinea pigs? lol. yea but b4 dat's gonna be hrs and hrs of mugging man... i better not procrastinate... >_< again..

on a happier note.. i got $30 voucher for Isetan.. wondering how i'm gonna spend it cos dey dun sell bks and past BT2 papers ya!!!! -_-"
and i'm saving up for my currently craved hp, de Samsung SGH-V200.. wif de 180degrees rotating cam.. oooooo... delicious. haha.



Thursday, June 12, 2003

dun noe y.. suddenly felt lik doing quizzes..

You are Morpheus-
You are Morpheus, from "The Matrix." You
have strong faith in yourself and those around
you. A true leader, you are relentless in your
persuit.


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I HAD TOO MUCH TO DRINK.
ok. de doc told me too much liquor at one time is bad for my liver.. well.. lik i dunno dat?! erm.. ok la.. it's a lesson learnt.
i did hav too much.. wad.. 2 tequila shots.. and tons of drinks which i dun remb.. argh.
i've stopped puking, and i've told myself nvr to drink so much again. i so hate dat pukey feeling.
damn, was supp to go out wif de backstage ppl today but i had to rest.. i wonder when we'd ever have an outing.. 1000yrs?! i stil remb ms k owes us nydc... lol.
arggggggggghhhhhh. dithhh and i were lik happily discussing when we'd go out and gorge on Kenny Rogers and Crepes and Cream.. haha.. dunno when i can eat those..
today's sooooo BORRRRRRING. had plain porridge the whole day... SIANNNNNNNN...

To My Dearest Stomach,
You SUCK.

With Lotsa Hate, Me

haha. crap. got nothing else better to do..

Wednesday, June 11, 2003

MY PUKING DIARY

I PUKED AT..
10am to 3pm
3.35pm
3.52pm
4.01pm
4.05pm

SERIOUSLY, DE TOILETBOWL AND I ARE DE BEST OF FRENS NOW.
WE SPENT ONE ENTIRE DAY TOGETHER!
MY TOILET FLUSHING SYSTEM IS GOING TO EXPLODE FROM MY CONSTANT FLUSHING.
MY THROAT HURTS LIK HELL.
I NEED AN AMBULANCE.

I HATE MILIEU.
I WAS PUKING SINCE I WOKE UP.
I'VE PUKED 7 TIMES IN 5 FREAKING HRS.
I HATE MYSELF.
I HATE MY STOMACH.
FOOD DOESNT STAY INSIDE FOR MORE THAN 10MIN.
I'M ABT TO PUKE AGAIN AS I BLOG.
I DUN HAVE MY BIG RED BUCKET WIF ME (TO PUKE IN).
I FEEL LIKE DYING.
AND I HATE MILIEU.

Monday, June 09, 2003

whee!!!!! went out today wif dith!! haven done dis in a long time.. it's wonderful man.. *muackz dith* i was pathetically doing math tys.. totally unproductive, plus i was on de verge of cracking.. COS i cudn't get rid of de 2 tix dat i accidentally bought for chinablack!! argh! BUT, being de desperate person i was, after smsing half de ppl in my phonebk, i msged dis guy i was supp to call to get tix for tmr nite and tada!!! he bought de 2 tix!!! yay!!! i was soooo relieved.. tys bcame so much more fun to do aft dat i tell u.. haha.. well anw! i met dith in town and we walked ard.. unfruitful shopping again cos most of de shops were CLOSED.. argh. and i was kinda depressed cos i actually wanted to go for chinablack tonite jus dat no one cud accompany me.. *sob* so dith and i were walking along and whining abt chionging for de free flow.. haha. sorta anw. really had fun hanging out wif ya dith!!! we mus do dis more often! :) yea, we bought abit of stuff la.. i was hunting for Chuz prezzie.. cos her bday's dis mth.. FYI, Chuz's my best fren! since pri sch k.. but i haven seen her since.. er, was it sec4? gee.. it's a long time.. so i was cracking my brains.. literally..
de worst part was i was getting kinda depressed.. cos i cudnt party.. lol.. so we bought booze from 7-11.. den walked to de bus stop.. on de way we were lik opp chinablack.. saw quite a crowd outside pac plaza.. sobs again.. and DO U NOE? cider SUX. haha. buy bacardi or smthg. dun touch de cider, even if de 8.4% on de bottle tempts u lik hell.. E-33 really lives up to its name.. EEEEEEEEEE-33.. hahaha..
i dunno why i kept asking dith abt de time.. so when it came to 10pm i was lik AAAAAAHHHHH!!!! SO SAD!!! free flow has begun!!! LOL.. u can tell.. i cant wait for tmr..MILIEU..I"M COMING!! haha.. i am SOOOOOO DEPRIVED.
so here i am back at home.. keeping de stupid EEEEEEEE-33 bottle.. oh ya and dith drank FCUK cranberry and grapefruit. nice~ i'm keeping her bottle too. hee~ *chants* milieu milieu milieu milieu milieu x100000.... hope tmr rox.. dot's coming wif me! whee!
i tink i'll dream of milieu.. LOL~

Sunday, June 08, 2003

7th June 2003 --> my day started real badly.

i woke up at 12+, sleepy headed, wondering y on earth my mom was in my room (my bro as usual is at de com)
she started complaining abt de problems we started having ever since my grandma came over to stay (indefinitely) and how our fucking relatives happily got their way of pushing dat "poor old lady" to us.. if u tink i'm mean, come live wif my grandma.

some of de things i really cant stand abt her:

1. she takes longer to wash up and clean her dentures than me taking my bath, which is approximately 30min. to add on to dat she keeps de tap going on full blast while she does dat EVERY NIGHT b4 she goes to bed. needless to say, she takes twice as long to shower.. so do i need to explain why our water bill has exploded?!?!

2. she takes note of every action we make and listens to our conversations, and tell em all to our fucking relatives. wad a bitch.

3. she complains abt de slightest thing, even when it isn't true/relevant. esp abt de maid. get a life.

4. she's diabetic and semi-wheelchair bound and she tinks she can eat everything and anything. she wants to die faster, so be it.

my mom is really carrying a very heavy burden now, and my dad isn't doing anything to help. in fact, he's been brainwashed and siding wif de fucking relatives. all de things she has done for de family, ever since she married my dad she's been bullied by them all. fucking bastards. i've nvr met anyone as despicable, as low-down, as selfish, as greedy, as everything bad as THEM. even i have suffered under their hands. cmon, it doesnt take a genius to undercover their secret desires. they throw de old woman here till she dies, so they only need to happily shirk their responsibility, jus visit her and buy her things to eat, the money which they CLAIM from de $ dat all de siblings contribute every mth. how clever. my mom has been spending every single cent of HER own money to buy food and stuff for dat old woman and nobody appreciates. u noe, dis is jus de tip of de iceberg. of de 18yrs i've been living, i've nvr experienced any sincere treatment from em. all dey did was for a motive, for their own advantage. can u believe it, dey even hav their own committee. wad bullshit.

and der i was, recalling all dat and telling my mom wad i thot abt THEM, and my mom telling me dat wad i said was buried in her heart all along for so many yrs. all stuffed in dat red bunch of muscles dat kept her alive, and it was all bursting out dat few secs.

i dun noe y, i jus brokedown and cried. perhaps it's bcuz of stress dat i've buried in my heart too and nvr expressed, or dat i cudnt stand those treatment anymore, or jus dat i dun ever want to listen to all those complaints which jus makes my life all de harder to bear. it made me feel a little better tho, except i dun tink my mum really understands wad i'm going thru rite now cos she didnt even complete her education.

after dis morning, i dun wanna tink abt THEM anymore. it jus makes me all de madder, and when i start, i dun stop. but i'm not a hypocrite. i dun pretend to lik THEM. for de sake of politeness i greet THEM, dat's it. i lock myself in my rm, doing my own business. wif de exception for a few relatives which really are not DE committee, i'm jus glad not all of EM are corrupt.

ok, so i had puffy eyes rite after i woke up, but i told myself i'd nvr do dis again, not until my heart cannot withstand it..

did i tell u? How to Lose a Guy in 10 days is fabulous! i luv romantic comedies.. from bks to movies to serials.. dunno y but i luv em. watched it on fri wif me ij mates.. kim and pei.. i cud really go crazy when i go out wif em.. or am i jus being my true self?? haha.. and whee! we took neoprints for de first time in 1 million mths!
anw b4 dat i was "dragged" to marchê for lunch wif angie, michelle and js.. wonderful-heavenly-high-calorie lunch i tell u.. i so dun wanna say how much i ate.. i plead guilty..
well anw after lunch i went shopping wif angie! ok i thot i'd end up wif bags and more bags, but i only bought a pair of earrings.. angie ended up buying more than me.. lol.
gee, and we were gushing at de stuff in UCB. i yearn for dat wallet-burning skirt.. haha. de "shopping" trip was unfruitful.. so sad..
u guessed it. i'm planning for a proper-guaranteed-to-be-fruitful shopping spree soon.. LOL~

Thursday, June 05, 2003

darn.. dryman DID collect de scripts.. argh.

um, lik whee!! tmr sch's off at 11.30!!!! *1 million cheers* dis is prob de happiest thing dat happened dis wk.. haha. so looking fwd to shopping!!!! lol. mus b thinking, oh no.. not AGAIN?! ;P aredi planning wad to have for lunch.. sushi? kenny rogers? marche? *shit shudnt hav thot dat* erm erm??? >_<

prob gonna meet kim too.. haven talked to her for mths.. i'm de ah ma and she's my grand-daughter.. my baby! *guilt stricken* so many things have happened and i haven been der for her.. part of it's studies i guess.. we cud hang out in orc for hrs back in ij and still survive sch.. haha. sorta miss those times.. i mean de chatting! well, but sometimes i do feel i'm taken for granted.. lik i'm being used.. lik dey dun really need me as a friend.. i feel lik crap, even tho it may be a small thing, sth lik anne! come down la.. blahblah ...underage tag...blahblah ...we need u to get drinks for us... dat's it man. oh, so i'm wanted not for my company but bcos i can get de drinks for u.. get it urself. ya, i admit i got pissed.. but i'll get over it. and i still love them..

argh.. i'm, or rather de whole arts fac, is not gonna hav any life for de nxt few wks.. i dread it.. lik heeellllooo.. 1 whole wk of going back to sch, GP remedials, geog makeup lect.. econ remedial/consultation.. all dis for BT2.. life is going damn fast. cant dey lik split de 2 yrs into 4?! den we can get all de bloody info into our bloody brains properly.. oh crap.

oops.. had discussion abt sci and religion today.. realised i haven been down to cyf for a long looooong time.. i shud seriously drop by sometimes.. dunno weda i'll feel outta place cos being m.i.a. i sure hav no idea wad's been going on.. except dat der might be a sentosa outing coming up..haha. i wonder.. do i noe anything else besides enjoyment?? *feeling deprived* i miss apologetic sessions! and i miss steffy! wonder how she's doin at Polar..

forget sch.. tink abt BT2, argh. forget BT2.. tink abt after BT2, yay!!! sentosa!! class chalet!! dis time char better not be de first one to slp.. haha. cant wait to sun-tan, play beach volley.. bbq.. jus play to our hearts' content.. how nice.. *zap* back to reality.. argh. tink abt BT2..

one very interesting note: my mom cooked papaya soup for dinner. it's supposed to help in boob-growing... -_- it's been an hr.. *stares* dun tink it works. HAHA.
dat's it man. hate papayas for life. lalalaaa... *halts* am i hallucinating or is my tummy de same size as my chest?!?! ARRRRRGGGGHHHH!!!

psycho-ed for nuts on de bus today. by de stupid tv mobile. so i'm planning to watch Ju-on and Finding Nemo! haha. *cheers* cmon! class outing anyone?

Wednesday, June 04, 2003

ugh. i'm in SA library now.. printing THE phy geog essay outline.. sux.
i cant believe i actually stayed up till 4+ am jus to get my stupid pathetic printer working. but it didn't.
i hate my printer!!
so here i am now.. glad dat de bulky orh-biang looking printers here are workable, and quite fast too. ^_^
i so dun feel lik going back to de reading rm to cont de outline, ever since i heard dryman wasn't going to mark our essays.. so it isn't really considered a test izit?! darn. made me soooooo gan jiong abt dis whole entire thing..
surprisingly ms ong didn't ask for de punishment compre today.. mayb she forgot. jus as well, cos i didn't do it. all for geog. >_<
ok, i gotta drag my feet, or rather my whole damn body, back to de reading rm..

Tuesday, June 03, 2003

my heart stopped beating.
we didn't win the international friendship day painting!
so much for the class effort,
i'm sure the judges were bribed.
what incentives did the science people give? 100% pass for GP?!?!
how can our NYC look worse than Japan?!
no, the judges must have missed our painting!
someone please revive me.


in memory of our beloved NYC painting that left this world on 3rd June 2003

ok. i gotta be quick. not supp to be blogging at dis moment in time!!
anw, i thot my com crashed and was whining to angie abt it on sms.. haha. seems lik my wonderful bro did a system restore, which i NVR thot of. well, things aren't going very well.. phy geog test tmr and i'm stuck. gonna fail even wif an essay outline. >_<
and i failed de econs test! lik arrrrrghhhhhhh.. i admit i had no idea wad to write la, so i guess i deserved it..
erm, today's actually considered quite productive cos i actually spent de rest of de day doing hwk! *gasps* a brand new anne emerging! rrrrite. sorry, i was jus crapping.
ok la.. u see, i slept lik a pig for almost de entire day yest, dat's y today is considered productive! have to make up for all dat laziness wad!
erm, i actually had alot to say, but my pathetic brain's lagging and prob needs to eat some forget-me-nots.. (so dat i wun forget.. geddit??) lol. :P
oh ya... human geog lect today was hilarious. mr G was lik commenting on nomads (or was it sth else?) poking their cattle in de neck to suck de blood out of em when they're thirsty. gross~ den he said sth abt yong tau foo.. ?_? i tink he meant pig's blood (frozen/coagulated?).. haha. do dey put dat in yong tau foo? (dun tink it's disgusting cos my mom cooked pig's blood soup b4 and it tastes great) lol. de interesting part comes when i start poking angie's neck and saying i wanna drink chicken's blood.. hahaha.. so if i poke JS's neck i get donkey's blood.. heee~ oh and i had a fun time vandalising angie's left arm and her lect notes (occasionally reaching for hazel's).. lalalaaaa.. dat's jus abt all de fun i had today, altho angie insisted de paper cut (ouch!) i got was retribution for destroying her arm. lol.
argh.. was de screaming-at-ET part my retribution too?! cos dat was quite bad.. >_<
one last thing: i finally brought de cheesecake to sch yest.haha.. not too bad.. my guinea pigs din puke it out after all.. :P

31st May 2003

a night of mixed feelings..
oh cmon, wad were u thinking.. it was jus de zouk party..
basically i thot it sucked cos i hate techno and most ppl werent dancing.. gdness. and half de time i was giggling at de uncle (yes, UNCLE, as in old man!) doing de dance of his era! not to mention he was SHAKING his butt. haha. cool dude~
funny crowd i shud say. a total waste of $18 too. headed down to boat quay wif a bunch of frens instead. erm, in short, jes is horrible when she's drunk. HAHA.
jus kidding la jes.. jus dat u were unsteady and strong! dith and i had a hard time hauling her from boat quay to lao pasat.. lol.. and guess wad.. we stayed der till dawn. sheesh, imagine having ur clothes stinking for one whole night. eurgh.
dat's all i'm saying.